In response to God's message of blessing, David rightly reflects (in effect): "Why
me? Why
my family? Given who we are, why do
we deserve these unbelievable blessings?" (v. 18). This is a great habit to cultivate, isn't it? Most of the time when
we say, "Why me?", it's to complain about unfortunate circumstances. Do we spend at least as much time
thanking the LORD when, as David says in Psalm 16:6, "the boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places"?
David sits before the Sovereign LORD (a term for God used 7 times here and nowhere else in 1 or 2 Samuel) and acknowledges a) that it's all by the LORD's hand and for His purposes, and b) that he is completely known by this same LORD (v. 20). His gratefulness is not only for himself, but for the nation he rules, Israel. Someone has said that the best proof for the existence of God is the continued survival of the nation of Israel, in spite of thousands of years of being the target of nations bent on its destruction.
Questions: 1) Ponder for a few minutes the blessings that God has given to you and your family. Think what He has called you to, and what He has done in your life to bring you to this point, and thank Him for that specifically. 2) Is it scary to think that you are completely known by God - all the innermost thoughts, hopes, fears. lusts in your heart? Read 1 John 3: 19-24 and be reassured that God knows it all and only asks that we believe in the Son He sent to forgive what's in our hearts, and pass it along to others.